I told myself I’d update every Sunday but obviously I’m not doing that. There isn’t really all that much I have to talk about that I haven’t mentioned already.

It doesn’t really matter. I’ll post when I feel the need.

On another note. I’m about to go crazy. Crazy from the anxiety that’s coming back. I’m unable to listen to a voice-call or even open a simple email. I really need to be around people again, this is not healthy.

Unfortunately my anxiety is people related. Especially people I can’t see. Anything outside the bubble is a cause for me to freeze up and it’s annoying as hell. If I can’t see what you’re doing or what face you’re making I get anxious and insecure.

But I have to wait for paperwork. More waiting. Again. As always.