Tired. Sluggish. Ahh, I don’t even know what’s up anymore. I’m just about to consider throwing everything away.

Numb for the past few days. Just sitting and staring into nothingness. Suppressing the urge to violently recoil from touch. I’m tired. Everything feels heavy.

I don’t want to go through this anymore. I’m just drowning in apathy. How much longer before it stops?