So with this shit storm going on we’re all pretty much losing our minds. For me it’s because we’re all stuck at home and I can’t focus on my work. The pressure to perform with as little flaws as possible while needing to take care of a child and a husband needing to call almost the entirely of the work day is making me lose my shit. I can feel the tension in my shoulders and the back of my head and the migraine hovering over me. I feel like crying and puking. All the time.
The guilt for not being able to take care of my son is getting to me. I’m trying to do my job but I’m just so tired of feeling like everything is my fault.